People say I am crazy....they are correct!

I have lived my whole life doing what I was supposed to do. I had a 9-5 job, I did everything the way society told me to do it, and I was successful by definition. At least on the outside, but on the inside, I was miserable. I am sure many of you can relate! 

I hated the job I was doing, I went to work dreading it every day. I had money but no time, I worked 60+ hours a week. It seemed like every 5 years or so my life crumbled and I sat asking myself whyyyyyyyy! Then I'd picked myself back up and go back to doing the same miserable life, But I always made the best of it, I worked hard and was dedicated to my daughter. I was able to buy things for us but never could take a vacation or take time to relax and enjoy my success. I always knew there had a better way but was afraid, because I was always told this is how to take care of my responsibility, I was never taught another way. Until I was introduced to MLM's and found there is a way, but could I do it?  was it expensive? and a million other questions. I failed at a couple the first few times, mostly because I didn't like what I was selling (or only at least most of it). I was selling for the money not the people or the product. I found a company that I enjoyed and started to do very well, even just party time. So here I was making even more money, but at least the part time job was fun and my daughter and I can do it together, so I didn't mind that part. 

 Well in 2014 my life came crashing down. I was in a motorcycle accident. and the snowball started I lost my job shortly after that, I fell into a severe depression that turned into PTSD, I almost lost my home, all my bills got behind and the down hill slide kept going. 

I made a decision to never go back to the world I was living in, I get told I am crazy, lazy and irresponsible for not just getting back up AGAIN to the world's idea of responsible. Some of my own family barely talks to me anymore. I hear the whispers behind my back, but I just can't handle it anymore. I enjoy being home doing what I wanted to do , I hang out with my kiddo, my mom and my GG. I finally have a clean house, all the time. I was enjoying life finally, just one LITTLE thing wrong, I had very little income coming in and things were falling apart fast. So I started to work MLM's more regularly and was doing pretty  good, but then I added more and more and more and soon I didn't like much about any of them. I didn't feel any of them so its only been so/so. 
 I do make money selling stuff online, and I will definitely keep doing that. As for Network Marketing, I love it and I am still doing it but I am just taking a step back and deciding on a company that works for me and my goals. I am speaking with many of my mentors in my up-line and successful people across the business. 
I am now choosing based on my needs, wants and goals. I love anything beauty....Makeup, skincare, health, fitness, fashion, and self confidence. Those are still what Ill stick with...so stand by and see what I am doing, new things are in the horizons and I want all of you to join me!! I know that many will never be happy with my choices, and you know what that's ok, because their choice to be a hater, not mine. 

I am crazy, crazy enough to live life by my rules, by doing what makes me happy and enjoy this life not just walking the path everyone wants to me to do. 
I am building a life I want to live and don't dread to wake up to every day, and if that's crazy so be it! 
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